Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Friday, May 23, 2008
Well juz wondering how I'm gonna start my topic today. In short, it's juz simply that I'm pissed.
Went to work as juz like any other morning and then seating at that corner waiting for work to be passed down(was basically reading newspaper and slacking ard) and as usual Ling Ling is alr bogged down by work. On the other hand, Yy was only juz starting to eat her breakfast at 9am(that's the time we were supposed to start work btw)and like me doing nothing. Thought it was suppose to be juz like any other day again when suddenly Angela(the one in charge of me now) threw a bombshell on me and told me to report for work after lunch time at their OCBC Tampines office. My 1st reaction was like WTF, how can they do this to me? I have alr been transferred from margin dept to SDP and now this. Till now even as I am writing, my anger has still not been appeased. So this is how they treat temps; needing them when need arises and deem it a surplus after that, just simply discarding me at some place even though I got a few more pathetic days left to my 1mth contract date (and not even sure whether I will be extended-well I guess not). Well come to think of it, I shouldn't have done things so quickly since things are going to turn out this way.
Actually that is not the only reason I'm unhappy with the news. I has taken me quite some time to be able to adapt to my working environment(considering the fact that I'm not really gd at communicating with others and Charles left after abt 2 weeks) and this has to happen juz as I was able to acclimatise myself to it and it takes a great deal of effort to be able to do it in the 1st place. I can't simply imagine myself having to start adapting myself at a new environment all over again. I mean I'm not against being thrust to an unfamiliar environment as this is part and parcel of life(we all have to move on to the different paths that have been carved for us) but all this change juz came too abrupt and sudden for me. So in the end, I juz took my own sweet time there and after reaching did not really talk to anyone(except maybe Charles), juz putting on that damn tu lan face of mine and started immersing myself in my work(juz simply some time consuming brainless data checking which will be send to the warehouse after that; like so what if it is wrong when they are going to condemn the whole damn thing). Well didn't talk to the in charge there whether my services would be extended but I dun really care abt it now and juz feel that its a pity that I could not work at Raffles place longer; I think I could have become gd friends with Yy and ling ling. Hope that we can still keep in contact and will miss the days when we tuang together.
Also juz receive an email that my CN Yang scholarship application got rejected. Oh well, so be it . What's another bad news for me now(though I kindda expected it). Makes me wonder how come the world is so hmmmmmmm..... dark(I'm beginning to dislike it more and more now). Guess I'm going to have a hard time to sleep tonight and till then,
Wish them all the best and god bless.
...the dark lord came, and left
