Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Time really flies and now I am 21. Come to think of it, I'm officially an adult and its actually quite scary when i think of it; with more responsibilities, having to think in a more adult way(hghhhhhh kinda hate it) and of course older now.
Had a pre 21st birthday celebration a few days back. Well i was kindda touched by what all of them did; meeting up with Citibank temps at last(it was only the 1st time we had an outing since i quited abt 5-6 months back - like god damn long la and i suspect tjat no one really had the time to plan it). All of them seem to be getting on quite well and mily is still the working there(omg she's gonna be the perm temp there haha). Next, was really touched by what shaun and willy did that day; helping out with the bbq stuff (didn't really expect them to be helping me with it for almost the duration given their supposedly notoriously tuan attitude). And of course not to forget what my sec friends did; chen long, gk and elaine's handmade gift(it was kindda funny to see what they wrote on it and ya i will find one) for me(I guessed they muz have spent the past entire week thinking abt what to buy and make for me.) Really appreciate the effort that they put in and hope that our friendship can stay like this forever. Also like to say apologised to all of them coz i wasn't really able to talk to each of them for as long as i wanted to(hope u all dun mind).
Come to think of it that day was kindda awkward for me coz i'm not really used to being the centre of attraction(I was always the guy thats sitting quietly at 1 corner, preferring others to be in the limelight). Other than that, plus some other hiccups here and there, all was quite ok, except...... Except I feel that i'm still not ready to be 21 yet.
Well more question marks for me and till then,
May the Force be with You
...the dark lord came, and left
Sunday, September 14, 2008
What was i doing all this while? i noe that i have disappointed those that cared and are concerned for me but why did i still do it? was it juz a moment of impulse or pure fun doesn't really matter anymore. what matters most is that the damage has been done. Sorry is not the word that u really wanna hear right now. What u wanna know is what am i gonna do abt it(to remain the status quo or let it be gone) and what am to do if we are gonna go back to what we used to be? With this i really have no ans to it (explanations isn't what u want for all trust has been lost at that moment). I'm a man who doesn't know how to express myself but juz want u to know that i still treasure our friendship.........'sorry'.....
...the dark lord came, and left
Monday, September 1, 2008
Oh gosh how time really flies. Its now alr week 5 of the school term and now is then my 1st entry after my school officially starts.(Ya this blog is gonna get rusty unless i do sth abt it quickly). I guess the transition back to school life after this few years still need some getting used to; there are so many things taught that i am still not sure of and damn it, the ppl from aero all seem so smart. Maybe i'm juz stressing myself too much; there should be a lot of ppl same as me that are juz feeling as lost as me right now(hope so). Too add on to it, i'm having AE1001 test this thur and i still have no clue watsoever the lecturer is talking.(guess i should buck up and pray for gd luck haha)
Went to the Nike human race yesterday and had a rough idea of how much my fitness have 'deprove' after my ORD. And thanks to that, i'm now having a fever, flu and typing now in between sneezes. I'm glad that at least that I finished the race despite having a fever half way through the event.
Still waiting for the reply from MJ(please let me be in although i know my chances of doing so) and till then
May the force be with you..........
(PS: need to get back to studies le haiz)
...the dark lord came, and left
