Wednesday, September 28, 2016
People enter and leave one's life at various points in their life but one thing's for sure, we are the main character in the story of each and every of our individual lives. We are the ones that ultimately decide how big a role others play in impacting our lives and vice versa too. We decide who do we wish to stay and who did we decide to leave. We write our own stories, we plot the paths in our lives....... but where did I miss out the part abt the female lead in my story ?
...the dark lord came, and left
Sunday, September 25, 2016
"We always rush around and make full use of our limited time. But sometimes we can only see and gain more when we slow down our footsteps"
There can never be so many coincidences in life. Do not be so single minded focused on something that we miss out on what's happening around us altogether. Grab it when it comes along the way and not live a life of regrets missing it.
...the dark lord came, and left
Friday, September 23, 2016
歲月不留人 how apt a description this is and here i am; celebrating my 29th years of existence on the earth. What have i achieved thus far? not much. What do i want to do? a lot. how do go about achieving what i want? not sure, still thinking.....
Often i see something in front of me and my focus will just be so single handedly focus on it that I lost track of my surroundings and things that are happening around me. I'm beginning to ask myself since a long time back after I reached the end, was it all worthwhile, did I forsaken some things that would have been more important to me in the process? Perhaps so.....
I know what my wish for this birthday will be....(not going to say it here lol). Well i could still strive towards the goals i want to reach but i also do want to hope that i still maintain spacial awareness of whats happening around me. life could have been very simple, but being me i always tend to overcomplicate things. Have more courage, take the leap of faith, don't overthink, don't be discourage and soar from the present to the future that is rewarding, fruitful, worthwhile and fulfilling.
happy 29th to myself.....
...the dark lord came, and left
Tuesday, September 6, 2016
With the completion of my flight trials and the various Korean dramas that I wanted to watch, I finally started on doctors.... (Woo park shin hye haha)
There was this episode which talks about even when growing up under such difficult circumstances, she manage to finally become a doctor, however life serves no meaning for her because the person that she always wanted to share a success with, her grandmother, was already gone ........
Likewise no matter how one succeeds in life, whether is it career, dreams, if there's nobody around to share that moment with you, what meaning is there? Why do we find ourselves working so hard for. Was it just simply so that our efforts will get recognised and with it, a faster promotion, a higher pay increment etc? I guess it's simply the moment about sharing ur joy , ur success with someone. If not it would amount to nothing. If I were in park shin hye's role, what would be on my mind would have been so what even if I had become a doctor. This reminds me of a sunset scene which I took at Venice beach in USA after a ardous 6plus hour journey from las vegas. It was beautiful.... It could have been better if there was someone else sharing the moment with me....
Im still looking for that someone.... Will u be the one?
...the dark lord came, and left
Saturday, September 3, 2016
The incredulous look on the face of my hairdresser when she asked me this question yesterday..... Approaching the 29th of my birthdate, i really wonder why then it dawn onto me when she told me; I'm simply just too nice. Arghh i thought, as much as ironic as it sounds, there really is some sense of truth to it. To others, i'm simply too nice a person to hang around with, whether is it work, friends etc. My temperament and patience towards people can be seen by people as approaching towards the state of nirvana; if you do get what I mean. Often a times, I have unknowingly put other people's interest before my self interest is met. And what comes out of it, frustration from not being recognised, frustration from feeling of being taken off from granted.
I really don't know, maybe someday, there will be that someone that is able to see me for who I am as a person; someone who truthfully appreciates that. Perhaps i should simply just fall into the dark side ........its tiring......
Darthzach
...the dark lord came, and left
