Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Saturday, January 30, 2021
"dont wanna . i dont like going out with another human only"...... "ok got it. i'm just like other humans only"......
was i expecting more..... not really. tbh, the way forward only is try not to have expectations and continue to show my concern for her that's all. im not sure whether my reply would make the situation any more awkward but yes this has been a mentally draining journey for me......
this past week has been filled with endless work. its the kind of feeling that you feel so busy, yet nothing gets accomplished. seen it coming but really didnt expect the daunting tasks that seemed to be piling up in front of me. perhaps the one thing im glad is that i do have helpful people ard me giving appropriate advises, not just at work but in relationships as well. I thank your, from the bottom of my heart
yes im beginning to be more mindful abt getting negative thoughts or emotions affecting me. im not sure whether its just mind fuck but meditation does seem to make my thoughts seem clearer and i really do feel less tired (at least at the start of everyday)
...the dark lord came, and left
