Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Monday, July 30, 2018
"you can't connect the dots looking into the future. you can only connect them by looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots somehow connect in the future...." Steve Jobs
I do asked myself how did I end up the way I am today and more often than not, what will I become in the future. Its kinda scary, knowing what the future holds for me cause its the unknown. There's always this thought lingering, am I on the right track, am I doing this right.
I admit, I'm a born pessimist, I have little faith in myself. Perhaps all I needed was a little more faith, a little more assurance from people that I'm doing just fine, I'm just too uptight about myself. Everybody has their own pace in life, for me its just that the timing is not there yet.
Eventually I will get there, to where the end of the rainbow is, to where the pot of gold lies, to where my destiny is..... Perhaps the clue to this is to just look back and start connecting the dots and perhaps a little more courage:)
...the dark lord came, and left
Monday, July 9, 2018
Follow your heart.... it sounded so easy but what happens when the mind does not agree with the heart? The dictomy, as I like to call it....
Day in Day out work, you spent so much time in work and when weekend arrives, you are stuck..... what are you going to do? still working....... So anything else other than that? you know that life is much more than that........
As each step bring you closer back home after a long day of work, you wonder, "how was your day?" "was is any different from mine?" "any interesting happenings?" so many things that you wanted to find out more about that person but at las, you hesitated on the send button.
you have been conflicted, ever since you met again ....... (or was it conflicting all these while).....
Do I still want to try.....
...the dark lord came, and left
Thursday, July 5, 2018
Its been a long while since the 3 of us army besties met again. Initially wasn't able to meet up due to my recent debacle over my Germany trip which didnt pan up. We were on this usual topic on the possibility of my good friend introducing her wife's friends to me when he straight away remarked "they are still single for a reason"
I didnt thought much about it till I came back...... So whats yours? What are you ? There are still so many things which I have yet to discover about you. Your personality, your upbringing, your friends, your fears, your struggles........ If its you, I think I just may have the courage within me to try it out. But, are you willing to take the step out too?
Alas, I may never get to find them out... :(
...the dark lord came, and left
