Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Tuesday, February 20, 2018
It seems from the last post till now I have not done anything noteworthy towards where my stars lies.
I may be a believer of astrology, fengshui; the person that you are now is determined the moment you are born although I do realise that they maybe nothing more than just self fulfilling prophecies.
However I want to believe that there is something within me deep down that wants to be a shining star someday. I always felt I'm bounded by seemingly unseen forces from reaching that. I know that deep down, there is a wish to be something special.
I need to rewrite the stars, to break out what it means to be ordinary and be extraordinary in my own way...... till then:)
...the dark lord came, and left
Friday, February 2, 2018
'A door closes while the other opens'........... Strangely I did not feel any anger or sadness when it's becoming apparent that I most likely would not be going for my work trip to Germany. I mean I should be feeling so since this was supposedly planned for me. Although deep down i resented even the thought of going through again what I went through just a couple of months back. But i know that its the experience that is going to be invaluable for me.
That being said, I was surprisingly calm of the thought that I'm not heading over to Germany. Then the realisation came...... There is really nothing left to hold me back to my current position. Now I can really say I have no regrets. It's funny that I was so willing to let go despite the amount of time, effort, years I have put in in my job. I suppose I'm the kind that fears stagnation and that's what is happening to me right now. Limited growth opportunities........
Opportunities are aplenty, but it's just a matter of how hard one finds it. I guess that can be said about almost everything in life :)
'hey you! don't give up ok'!
...the dark lord came, and left