Taking the first step is never easy coz we are always confronted by fears. More often than they are just nothing more like imaginary creatures running through your head but for some reasons people chose inaction over so many other things that could have been done. The first step always represents a start, a start towards whole new possibilities. True there will be times when the outcome leaves much to be desired, the important thing is being able to have the courage to step out.

Reminds me of what one friend told me once "never stop believing in it and keep on looking" Feeling kinda light hearted by the possibility

Start making a difference to somebody's life and through it, i hope that mine makes a difference too........

I love attending weddings just so i could be a witness to 2 people being binded together by a sacred vow. Many a times i would wonder what would happen instead of being a witness, i was actually part of it? Barring or the societal pressures about the need to be in a relationship, get married, start a family etc. Do i know what love is? Do i know what it means to love someone? What's stopping me from doing anything or inactivity?

Today was a more than special day for me. The first time being a sister (yea i know); witnessing the union of 1 of more closest friend. I like the way how it was done; celebrating it with a close group of friends and relatives. Probably cause it was a close friend, it felt real, unpretentious and actually fun although I'm suffering from only a 1 1/2 hr of sleep only since yesterday, i just felt a need  to voice my thoughts. Anyway i realised that I'm still keeping too much thoughts within me and not sharing with people around me. I guess that's why i always felt that people don't understand me. It could just be that I'm not voicing out my true self. Have i started becoming lazy in trying to seek out new possibilities with people

To my friend, being happy is realising that even when the world turns against you, there's this someone who will always be beside you. I'm glad you have found yours. To that person, could i create the possibility to be that someone...

thought that i could have written a much longer post, but my mind is not really thinking at this moment haha till then.

There's 2 sides to everything in life; the good and the bad. What i normally like to call the light and dark side haha. No matter any decision or choices that you make, it always come with it. What is right or wrong differs from each person's perspective and is normally shaped or determined by the  society that we are living in. Being determined in doing something implies a positive attitude or action whereas being stubborn or obstinate carries a somewhat negative tone. However in actual fact, both essentially mean the same thing; just like 2 sides of a coin.  Nothing is ever right or its ever wrong and many often a times people like to complicate themselves by over thinking situations. This is when people start sitting on the fence; cause thats when people do not live by the consequences for the actions that they take (whether is it good or bad). I guess the important thing is perspective, learning how to see the light in view of somewhat dark situations or issues that people faced in their everyday life. Having a positive or optimistic mindset in life for a start would be really helpful. Being a ever-ly pessimist, this would be hard for me hahaha. 

I was once too stubborn for my own good and i fail to see the bigger things that life has installed for me. Took me a long time to realise it and what i want for is the courage to believe and trust in it again.

Well enough of the rambling, its the new year and its time for some good old resolution that we want to achieve in 2016. In previous years, i always find myself keeping things generic and not really concrete. It would be things like being happy in life, being more confident, blah blah blah. For a start, i do really hope that i get into a relationship(boy-girl) hahah. Career wise, there's more opportunities for learning and growth, monetary wise theres a certain amount that i wished to achieve.