Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Monday, December 14, 2015
Genesis - A new beginning
What a way to title this post on a blog that was long dead. Was contemplating should I just start off with a new blog, under a new name but i guess i was just too lazy to do so haha. Nah this just seems like a good way to start off why i did that.
Who doesn't like to start on a clean slate of life? Unfortunately who we are and what we are now are mostly as a result of our past actions and experiences. More often than so, unknowingly it starts to dictate the decisions that we make in life. For example, your career decisions now are most likely based on your discipline of studies; a decision made from the past. Without even realising it, your judgement of everything in life gets clouded by your past. How then do you see past that so that you do not get myopic in your life views? Being able to separate the stories in your mind based off what happened and what really happened.
Well this is easier said than done and I don't think this is a concept that can be easily understood. It requires constant reminder of yourself to be objective in differentiating it. Just yesterday, it finally dawned upon me that I haven't been living my life fully. I had this fear around me for as long i can remember. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, fear of speaking out, fear of trying things out, basically fear of everything. Because of that, I chose to live a life that i thought was easy. Its not to say that i was a good for nothing bum that just bum about myself in life. it was that there was so much more things that i could have done but i simply put them off or didnt even consider the possibility of it just because of all those fears. Those fears were simply just a manifestation in my mind of something that wasn't real to begin with. All these years, my actions were slaved or governed by it. it is important to not let what happened in the past affect the present you.
Every single day is a new beginning.
...the dark lord came, and left
