Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Saturday, January 9, 2016
I love attending weddings just so i could be a witness to 2 people being binded together by a sacred vow. Many a times i would wonder what would happen instead of being a witness, i was actually part of it? Barring or the societal pressures about the need to be in a relationship, get married, start a family etc. Do i know what love is? Do i know what it means to love someone? What's stopping me from doing anything or inactivity?
Today was a more than special day for me. The first time being a sister (yea i know); witnessing the union of 1 of more closest friend. I like the way how it was done; celebrating it with a close group of friends and relatives. Probably cause it was a close friend, it felt real, unpretentious and actually fun although I'm suffering from only a 1 1/2 hr of sleep only since yesterday, i just felt a need to voice my thoughts. Anyway i realised that I'm still keeping too much thoughts within me and not sharing with people around me. I guess that's why i always felt that people don't understand me. It could just be that I'm not voicing out my true self. Have i started becoming lazy in trying to seek out new possibilities with people
To my friend, being happy is realising that even when the world turns against you, there's this someone who will always be beside you. I'm glad you have found yours. To that person, could i create the possibility to be that someone...
thought that i could have written a much longer post, but my mind is not really thinking at this moment haha till then.
...the dark lord came, and left