Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Thursday, February 11, 2016
Today was kindda like a sucky day for me. First, didnt really sleep well the night before due to my wisdom tooth thats acting up on me these couple of days. Then I had to skip my dance lesson again due to work (arghhh have not dance for more than a week already lol). To top things up, i got to suffer from gastric attacks once in the afternoon and once during the evening due to work. This job seriously is not paying me enough for me to suffer from this health issues man haha...
Well enough about the ramblings about everyday life. Earlier in the morning i was actually thinking about something over what I was discussing with my friend the night before about someone who's not thinking about love at the moment because she's too cropped up with work to even have time to think about it. And i literally meant real super duper busy.... It then came across to my mind that it isn't really because she's too busy to think about it, it simply just meant that she's still not ready to think or rather don't wanna think about it. What I'm really want to say is that, regardless whatever has happened in the past resulting in today's predicament, she deserve another shot at it, I too deserve another shot at it too.... at love. Well I'm might be entirely wrong to come out with this conclusion, but no-one should be denied another shot at love again just because of the not so pleasant past experience that makes one fearful to even want to attempt it again. For fear that one will go through the same nightmare again. Its just too sad to for one to have this kind of thought. As what one told me before, one should never give up hope to keep on looking for the right one.
After such a long period of not wanting to think about it, I think I'm ready, are you?:(
...the dark lord came, and left