Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Thursday, January 11, 2018
If I had not met you
A familiar tune played out from my playlist. The first dance performance together that jolts back memories of the past
A lot of times I wonder would it have been better if I had not met you... through you i realize how it was like to like someone to the point it pained to the point it felt empty .
I realize what’s like to like someone with the hardest you can and then realize the hardest is still not enough.
I realize I am a feeling person all along when I had lived my life as a thinking person.
I realize I had wasted years dwelling
Love is a scary thing, I realized
You might probably have no idea that How it had impacted me or was surprised or you didn’t cared after all
Familiar strangers.... that’s how I would describe what we are now
As the tune draws to an end, so does the high and lows waves of emotions that has smoothen out the edges of the heart. I’m at peace now though at times I still wonder if I had not met you
...the dark lord came, and left
