Welcome to my 1st blog. I've never been into this blogging thingy before, which i decided to embark on out of fun. And this is how I am gonna kickstart it.
In case you're wondering how come i chose Jedi; any member of the knightly order in Star Wars, which was trained to defend justice and peace in the universe(www.dictionary.com), its juz
simply because i have been an avid fan of it since young and started off when i saw the 1st Star Wars movie(dun noe how long ago it was).
...don't worry! Other than sometimes fantasizing about becoming a Jedi, I'm very normal otherwise. (just abit too normal)
Sunday, August 9, 2020
Perhaps if its you, I don't really dislike this possibility
Been feeling a little troubled this past few weeks, especially after this CB period. Is it because of the almost daily stirrings by the well meaning people (or should I say wanting to make fun of me) in the office...... it did stir something deep down within me which has not really happen for quite some time. (other than work itself which, more and more I'm having the lack of motivation to keep myself going)
I dont really know whether is this considered liking someone or just because you see this person on an almost daily basis. On one end, you wish you could find out more about this person, on the other somewhat you are always mindful of this saying "do not eat where you shit". The what happens, the what ifs when you upset the delicate balance between friendship and maybe.... something more. You want to do something more without appearing clingy, without being a bother but yet perhaps this person just sees you nothing more as an ordinary colleague at work. you want to intrude into this person's life but yet at the same time you are mindful that this person requires a lot of "me time" to keep her emotions, stress levels in check
I do know one thing though, i wouldn't mind learning more about you as a person and yes, perhaps if its you, i dont really dislike this possibility
ok back to work :(
...the dark lord came, and left
